Dear diary...♬

entry 01, 5.20.23 @1:06am

today is the first day i started editing my website! I created it a couple of days ago but i was too lazy to make any edits to it. I tried watching a youtube video on it but i was still really confused and gave up after about 10 minutes. Today i went to a graduation, ate delicious food at portos, studied a bunch, then had a break in scare at my house. I was so anxious.... Everything was fine but i like to complain and be super dramatic, sorry!!! Im a girl so i can complain! I called my bf today and we were looking at a bajillion of these sites, which really inspired me to edit my site. i think my website looks pretty lame in comparission to the ones i saw today, but hopefully i will get better at designing this website soon! I have an eye appointment tomorrow and im probably messing up the pressure in my eyes by staying up this late trying to be a Girl who codes. Hopefully i can keep up with these entries!

Feeling: epic

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entry 02, 5.20.23 @5:05pm

hai again... I know its the same day but its ok :D today i had an eye appointment, then ate some thai food with my dad. I went to this second hand store and they had really cute stuff! i was not expecting it because i heard that the store was mostly streetwear, but i think they had a cute selection of clothes. some of the items were pricier, but most of the clothes were priced pretty reasonably. I was able to snag a green tokidoki bag for $18 dollars! what a steal!! i love love love anything tokidoki. I also got a cute quarter length shirt that reminds me of hysteric glamour. Now i am studying at starbucks sipping on some matcha... I ordered a grande but the lady gave me a venti!!! its so good but nothing beats a drink made by someone u love... anyways!! i hope to study well and maybe register to take an entrance exam for the schools that i want! love u baiiiii... Feeling: lucky

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entry 03, 6.1.23 @2:47am

hello, sorry for the lack of activity. I've been super busy with finals, school and being lazy! Loads of things have happened since I have last updated this website, but I can't really remember it. I went to a few graduations, went to a local show that my cousin played, and I've been playing this cute golfing game with my bf :D! I think it has the best character design (cute girls with cute clothes and big shoes). I've been working on two projects for school, one for microbiology and one for my history of rock music class. It's been very time consuming working on these projects because I am a perfectionist, but also because I am bad at managing my time. My project in microbiology was about bacteria that causes cavities (s. mutans), and my project in rock history was about Alex G!! I had a lot of fun doing research about him because all of his interviews are so silly, and I enjoy listening to his songs, so I didn't dread doing the work for this class like I usually do. I did a song analysis on "Harvey," "Brick," and "Animals" but I had a hard time choosing which songs to analyze. There are so many songs that I love, but I just picked out the ones where I had the most analysis written down first. I just had to choose "Animals" because that song is my favorite, especially the live performance he did. While doing research I found that Alex formed a band called the Skin Cells when he was around 14 or 15, and I liked a song of theirs titled "Youthinasia" on bandcamp. I think the class is fun, but the work is just so annoying and tedious. I've been really anxious lately and it's been messing up my sleep schedule. A couple nights ago I couldn't sleep because I've been dreading making an appointment for my nursing entrance exams. I haven't had trouble sleeping in a while, so its really annoying that my sleeping schedule got messed up!! It took way too long to fix my mess of a sleeping schedule. I think im nervous for finals, and I'm kind of anxious about how my schedule is going to change. It will probably be easier since I won't be in school full time like I have been for the past year, but change makes me feel anxious for some reason. I just like having a set schedule. It makes me feel sane! On a lighter note, I sort of learned how to use the div tag and how to style it in html. I've been wanting to learn and apply it on my website for a while! I want to learn how to apply it to the navagation portion of my website, but I still need to do some more research on it. Babysteps are still progress!! Anyways, I probably won't have any time to update my entries in the next week due to finals. Hopefully I won't be missed too much! Goodbai!!!!!! Feeling: sleepy

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entry 04, 08.07.23 @5:30 pm

Hai so sorry for the lack of activity. I've been too lazy to update the site and life has been busy! About two months ago I finally took the TEAS test and did pretty well. Recently, I've been hanging out with friends so much and going to the beach a lot!! I also just visted my boyfriend and had a lot of fun, ate a ton and did lots of touristy things! Before I left to visit, my car died and my family sold it for almost nothing... RIP... I miss her so much.. Being stuck at home is such a humbling experience and most times I feel way to embarassed to ask for a ride. Lately I've been feeling so weird and so sad but I know that it's because I have way too much free time. I always say that I hate school and work, but at the same time having a routine and being distracted keeps me sane. I think i need to up my hours at work LOL.